Destiny is your choice.

Had a pretty wonderful day today...

Contrary to what I wrote the other day (people were sending me text messages...asking if i was okay...) I don't even know why I wrote that way when infact I am very happy! :)

I don't know why... is it because I watched Happy Feet (thrice!) hahahaha! :) Or that I am just too excited to start working on our Christmas Fashion Show? Yesterday (Monday), we met 5 brave ENTREP girls who auditioned for the Entrep Model we're having. We decided to put one up so we won't have to deal with others (joke! hahaha! eh basta ganun na un!) Ayun.... after the short audition, we talked about our fashion show for our upcoming Christmas Party...and suddenly, I felt this rush...and i just kept talking and sharing ideas...and my mind was flowing with sooo much ideas and suddenly, yun! I felt soooo happy! :)

Was soooo giddy and perky and happy and hwatver(hahaha!) that I found myself in a cab going to SM Fairview with Mhela, Aiko and Angela... Don't know how it happened but un! :) hahahaha!! :) After looking around, we decided to watch Happy Feet (aiko and mhela's first time to see the movie) and dun pala sa Sm Fairview you can repeat the movie! hahahaha...so twice namin pinanuod?! hahahhahaha!! Happy feet overload! :)

My favorite line was when Mumble said, "my feet are happy too!" when his dad asked why he's kinda giddy and un-penguin whatver! hahaha. :) I just loooove that part! It makes me really really happpy! :) hehehehe!!!

Last night, a friend of mine told me how "i kinda changed..." and how I seem to "forget people"... It's really funny! :) I mean a lot of people noticed my "happiness" lately... parang andaming positive na nangyari suddenly! I really changed. :) I mean in a good way I hope. :) I don't know why I suddenly felt so eager to learn and study again... and to save (yeah...i'm saving a looot!), to try not to think sooo much! I'm just sooo happy about everything! ! :) I loove lifeeee!! :)

I realized...I'm not happy coz of someone... maybe there is someone (and thank you) but that's not the point. I think...no, I know that this happiness is something inner. I mean, now I can say i'm complete! :) everything else is BONUS. :) and i'm just so blessed! :) hahaha! :)

But one thing is for sure... i've realized... the reason why i've been sooo sad...so depressed... so mad...was that i'm soooooooooooo overweight....overweight because of all these excess fats...of all the pain i've been keeping, the anger...the hurt and the bitterness...all makin me feel sooooo BAD. Na i can't move and can't think right... like i was too tired...

Who wants that kind of life?

Surely not me anymore...

So slowly, I took the risk...and exercised. ate right. felt right. and now i'm in shape! :) hahahahaha! :0 now i can move freely and be giddy..hyper and excited! :) I learned to let alll these excess go! anything i do not need..i turn em into something more useful. :)

I'm just so happy. :) When I sleep, peaceful... When I wake up... peaceful pa din. :) Such happiness is scary... but I gotta share it to everyone! :) Sir Racho told us something that made me happier....'

                             DESTINY...IS YOUR CHOICE. In the end, it;s YOU who make things happen

White Christmas Party December 20, 2006 DISH Abs-cbn featuring Christmas Interpretation by MC- Fashion Institute of the Philippines Design Students and designs by John Herrera. :)